I just received my art piece from this creator and I am so, so in love with it. I feel,,, so seen by it and I can’t describe how this makes me feel I just,,, gahhhhh. This will be me in the future; I’m letting myself grow!
First off, I changed my watermark to sew Micah because that’s what I’m using for all my sewing stuff now and I want to tie my drawing art into my sewing art. So don’t freak out! I’m not stealing art or anything! You can tell I was still the one to draw this.
Secondly, I’ve been increasingly more dysphoric lately. Like since the lock down. I think gymnastics was holding back half my puberty but once I was off for a while it finished it off. My chest is… bigger. I’m trying to eat healthier now to try and help that go down but I have a concussion so I can’t really work out or go to gymnastics for the other half of my plan.
I did just order a TomboyX compression top which from the reviews it’s sounding like it’s between a sports bra and a binder which is what I’ve been looking for for practice.
I’ve always known I wanted top surgery but with my chest dysphoria getting worse and worse it just feels even more like a need than a want. I’m literally never comfortable anymore even when binding. Losing a little weight should help but I don’t want to go overboard. Plus I like unhealthy foods a bit too much so it’ll be iffy anyway.
I’m hoping to come back and do some more comics that would be more lighthearted but this is the second time I’ve tried making this one so I felt like I should just post it now.
I may do some YouTube videos soon too on some trans related stuff, including a review of the TomboyX compression top seeing as I haven’t seen anyone talk about it much yet. It’s “Micah the pastel prince” on YouTube if you want to check my stuff out. I have some older trans related stuff on my Chanel right now if you want to see some 16 year old me cringe lol.
Anyway, thank you for reading and I’ll see you in the next one!
